...Thoughts...

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

` 11:45 PM

I wish the lie was never said before.
I wish you never use more lies to make the lie more convincing.
I wish that you weren't saying one thing and doing the other just for hiding it.
I wish for the years of friendship at least it has grown beyond the state of deceiving and hiding.
I wish all that i see were lies and the actual fact that you is still the you.

Perhaps i don't understand what actually happened to you.
Perhaps i think too much into the details that make the picture too distorted.
Perhaps i should have more faith in you, in this friendship.
Perhaps all these were just the side of the story that i see, not yours.

Friendship sometimes are just so hard to grasp.

There are some you spend a lifetime trying to build the bond, thinking that you have reach a certain level of togetherness and sense of belonging to one another, but it was just a wishful thought on your own.
There are some whom you barely talk or meet but when you do, you know that within the few minutes, the conversation is not some shallow hi-bye facade, but in depth, looking for a support, a confidante, a person you can rely on , you can trust.

I suppose be it close friends or acquaintances, the fundamental principles of making friends still stand.

Love, forgive, support, trust, honest, understanding, non-expectant, listen, truthful and sincere.

Let the sun set and bygones be bygones. For no man shall hold his anger against any of his brothers beyond the sun set isn't it?

Tomorrow is a brand new day. God-given. Forgiven.

So lets start building this all over again tomorrow.

Rome wasn't build in one day, so isn't friendship.

What i cant, God can.

That is the bottom line.

~Mr Jen has spoken.

Saturday, June 20, 2009

` 1:01 AM

Do many wrongs make one right?

Sometimes its just so hard to measure.

~Mr Jen has spoken.

Thursday, June 04, 2009

` 12:18 PM

From the Inside Out

A thousand times I've failed
Still your mercy remains
And should I stumble again
Still I'm caught in your grace

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
my heart and my soul, Lord I give you control
Consume me from the inside out Lord
Let justice and praise become my embrace
To love You from the inside out

Your will above all else, my purpose remains
The art of losing myself in bringing you praise

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart is to bring You praise
From the inside out Lord, my soul cries out

~Mr Jen has spoken.