Tuesday, November 27, 2007
` 2:19 AM
he wanted so much to give up on his old books and just carry his new ones.
for he noe what is important is he knows and rememeber what lies beyond those old books.
the physical presence of thebooks isn't much important is it?
yet everytime he dropped one old book aside, he find reason to pick it up again.
feelings for it. too new to be thrown. haven understand it completely. its memorable.
what other excuses can he find?
time and time again it went on and it starts to get heavier.
Everytime he stand up from a fall, he fell again.
how much longer will this go on?
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Happy Birthday Mr Jen.
its the first birthday Mr Jen have knowing that she is gone forever. No longer there.
does it matter anymore?
~Mr Jen has spoken.
Monday, November 26, 2007
` 1:24 AM
There is this boy.
he has a bag of books which he cherish alot since young.
as he was walking one day, with he bag behind him, he realise that some of the books started dropping out because it was too full.
at the same time, he passed by a shop which sells new books,books which will enable him to reach another level of knowledge and growth.
knowing that his bag was full and he cant put anymore books into it, yet he needs to get those new books else he will ont progress.
there is only so much he can hold, he could carry.
so he decided to keep those old books in his bag while at the same time try his best to hold the new with his hand.
with that he walked on his way.
then he realised that with all the load he was holding, he could not see the road ahead.
the pile of new books was too high for him to look ahead while the bag of old books is taking toll on his slowly weary body.
finally, he acknowledge that he has to give in to either one. the old books or the new ones.
some thing he cherish so much with memories and something he need to progress on.
what is it that he has to do?
which way to go?
~Mr Jen has spoken.
Sunday, November 25, 2007
` 1:15 AM
i am super pissed off now.
Just what i need everytime i try to stand up i get right smack in the face.
WHY?????????
~Mr Jen has spoken.
Saturday, November 10, 2007
` 10:51 PM
背叛
雨 不停落下来
花 怎么都不开
尽管我细心灌溉
你说不爱就不爱
我一个人
欣赏悲哀
爱 只剩下无奈
我 一直不愿再去猜
钢琴上黑键之间 永远都夹着空白
缺了一块 就不精采
心 有一句感慨
我 还能够跟谁对白
在你关上门之前 替我再回头看看
那些片段 还在不在
紧紧相依的心如何 say goodbye
你比我清楚 还要我说明白
爱太深 会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己 完成你的期盼
把手放开不问一句 say goodbye
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管
只要你能愉快
When i read through the words, somehow i realise that its true to a certain extent when one is so deep into a relationship or even worse, in a one sided admiration, you will be braver than you ever thought, and you will do things that you never believe you will.
Just for the other person at the receiving end.
Regardless of whether he or she knows it at all.
Love.
Is such a powerful word. Such a powerful tool.
Bring tears to my eyes..
Click here : http://youtube.com/watch?v=xHZ7leE_mQ8
~Mr Jen has spoken.