Somethings some times jus come at the wrong timing.
I wish i could have the best of both world but i know its thoroughly impossible.
Well i would just treat it as the tingy thoughts that will just remain in my mind. Its kinda of hard when u could think about it the whole day and then realise that you cannot do anything at all. It all remain as a thought.
Its not all so bad. Like what they say the grass on the other side is always greener.
But not all the time greener means better.
Self consolation?
More of self persuasion:(
~Mr Jen has spoken.
Thursday, July 26, 2007
` 11:42 AM
Well as Mr Brown says....Know your enemy first before you take action....
Change the lay out...wanted to let ppl see the photos of the kids...ha..kinda miss them..well..
~Mr Jen has spoken.
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
` 12:32 AM
Did u ever felt that?
When u hear a song, listen to some music, some words, some lyrics, some tone, some melody jus seems to touch you, or trigger your mind, set off some thoughts, make you think. Be it you are walking, in the train, going to work, at the office, lying on your bed, driving in the car. All seems to stop.
And you, yea you, are in your own world for that moment. You think to yourself. All the noise around you seems to disappear and every thoughts u had seems to fade into the background that you are focusin on just ONE thought.
Then you snapped back. Tell yourself tat you are back to your life again. And the thought left your mind.
Have you felt that?
Does that happen often?
Is it the same thought?or jus some random thinking?
For the moment of being in my own world, I realise what is silence.
Maybe i should find some time to give that thought some thoughts.
Maybe its time to put thinking into actions.
I'll try. Will you?
~Mr Jen has spoken.
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
` 11:43 PM
It has been 3 months since she is gone...i still miss walking along with her...
~Mr Jen has spoken.
Saturday, July 07, 2007
` 12:49 AM
As much as i do not want to do certain things, i still did it. As much as i would like to change, i failed. As much as i try not to be affected, i am affected. As much as i avoided the fact, i have to face it.
As i told rj the other day, finding rationale in irrationale.