Friday, October 28, 2005
` 10:14 PM
When i look into my life,
all the days that i've been through,
your love keeps pouring from above,
and grace so bountiful.
There were times of unbelief,
it was troubles all that i see,
days and nights of desperate cries,
with tears keep falling from my eyes.
When i look into my life,
many times i had to strive,
just how could i not realise,
that your were by my side.
I am weak and frail,
through the trials i have failed,
yet you lead me to your path,
foegave me for all that i have done.
But through these moments of pain,
where no one seems to care,
on the darkening road i tread,
through the hours of tearful prayers.
Trough the times i've sinned,
broke your heart in my unbelief,
O Lord, i praise your holy name,
Your Love Is Still The Same.
I cried.It pierce through my heart.
All that was felt has been written.
Tears of forgiveness.
~Mr Jen has spoken.
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
` 10:02 AM
Wanted to post this yesterday...but my internet was #$%^&*(+)_
So i am posting it now.....
i was so tired when i got home from work yesterday....
wanted so much to have a good nap on a cold evening...to rest my tired body..
slowly i creep into my room...think of the comfort of my little bed can bring to me...
Walking into the room..
Ah!?!What the!?!?!Piggy was in my bed slping soundly in the comfort of the blanket!?!!!!AH!!!
Holding back my frustration...i decided to let piggy have the bed...:)
Leaving the room..i was filled with anguish...
Tiredness take over me and i decided that i could share the bed with piggy right?jus squeeze abit its alright?
so i walked back in again..
IDIOT!!!!Mr Duck has sneaked in under my nose and take up another 1/8 of the bed!
Should have jus lie down...but the nice want to give the two a gd rest..so i proceed to the sofa to sit down..
But...but...but its MY bed right?!shouldn't i have the right to slp on it?!..
The more i think the more i feel that i am the rightful owner!at least iam kind enough to let them share my bed right?
So i stood up and proceed back..
EEKS!?!?!?!What is Pooh doing on my bed!And now they have conquered the PRECIOUS!
I HATE THEM!
I SCREAMED!!!!!
AH!!!!!!
But they defy me!Hugging each other so tightly to show their warmth!
No way!i must fight my way back!!!!!
*&^%$%^&^&*^%$##+
The fight was long and tiring..
And the LOSERS!!
Whahahahahahah!!i have the last laugh!!
Whahaha!!!
And the finally....
a nice peaceful rest...
~ZzzzzzzzZzzzzzzz~
~Mr Jen has spoken.
Thursday, October 20, 2005
` 7:10 PM
Do you know him?If you don't, let me introduce you to the Greatest Asian Soccer Player!
He is Mr PARK JI SUNG
Signed by Man Utd in the summer for undisclosed fees of around 4million pounds, Mr PARK is the first ever ASIAN to play for the Best Team in England. He has determination,speed,power,agility,skill and strong will to win.
And the reason why i love him so much is because of the photo below!look carefully!
Did u see the yellow armband?!!!He is the Captain of Man Utd!For the first time in History an Asian Captained Man U!!!!AH!!!!!!i am going crazy!if He can do it so can I!!!!AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Come on give me some cheers!
Shout!
PARK JI SUNG! PARK JI SUNG! PARK JI SUNG! PARK JI SUNG!
PARK JI SUNG! PARK JI SUNG! PARK JI SUNG! PARK JI SUNG!
Long live the GREAT MR PARK JI SUNG!!!!!
*tired*
ZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzZzzzzzzzzzzz
~Mr Jen has spoken.
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
` 10:46 PM
i have accomplished a few tasks in the midst of my slacking days:
1) i have recce-ed several place for Alpha camp!(finally i dragged myself to)
2) i met up with miss winnie kwan for lunch ( and u still owe me a treat u loser!)
3) i went to gym for 30mins
4) i left work at 1pm
5) i played monopoly(singapore version) in office
6) i help someone do a promotion project through cut and paste
quite abit of stuff i did.Am i slack?..hmm i don tink so..see i accomplished so many things!
*wink*
i am getting lazy......i tink....
~Mr Jen has spoken.
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
` 11:31 PM
I am 
because :
1) Some idiot who is given the authority to be in charge cannot even make simple decisions and show no respect for me and my frens! I had enough of the way u call us!
2) The same idiot is so KIAM SIAM that he scared that i wont pay him the money for dinner that he say 'eh pay lei pay the money hor!'Get a life man i offered to give you but u din wan to take can?
3) Another idiot who seems to enjoy talking on the phone while driving yet cannot afford to have a handsfree, cut out into my lane so abruptly that i had to do a double quick time swerve to the rigt back to left while travelling at **km/h...you are lucky that i nv decide to accelerate and crash u to wake up your ideas!
4) Some idiot borrowed my cd and decided not to return to me!anw WHO ARE YOU?!beta own up and return to me!
so all these idiots better listen up!because my army...yes my army is all set ready to get u once u hit my limit!
cant wait to get you!So you better stay away from me else...#$%^^@&*%$$&
UNDERSTAND?!
zzzzZZZZzzzzz
~Mr Jen has spoken.
Sunday, October 09, 2005
` 8:23 PM
The whole weekend was spend at namely 3 places...Camp, Home and church...sounds like i am a boring guy isn't it?hmm..i admit it...
SAT- work till 4 plus, home, watch tv and eat, Zzzzz.
SUN- Church and home.
Simple isn't it?
i guess i am finding some stability on life...like those older ppl who like to have a family and settle and blah blah blah...i guess i have entered that stage...at a younger age though?feel so old now...heh...but its not bad afterall...i am not against fun and excitement but it wont be a daily or weekly thing anymore i guess...its too hype.............
Age is getting on me...
Fact: i am 19 only going to 20
sorry ppl if u have gone beyond my age:)
anyway if you are looking at the pictures on the left...you see this pic with a monkey digging its nose..cute right?!and others funny faces...well they are obviously posted for a reason..
Thoughts...that are always in my mind...
your voice is is the first thing i want to hear in the morning:)
~Mr Jen has spoken.
Friday, October 07, 2005
` 10:49 PM
A newly commissioned officer joined my office today...reminds me of me when i first join the office as a newbie...feel so weird to be someone's upper study...ha...an old bird now:)
finished summary exercise for the trainees today...still satisfied with their performance though someone was obviosly maglingering..or what they say CHAO GENG...haha...but what to do...i guess everywhere there are ppl like this right?who like to sit oneside and wait for things to happen and not put in the effort yet reap all the rewards....they will get their fair share one day..Revenge is not mine right?
Feeling tired now...din slp well in the field last nght..still got work tomolo...on saturday...:(
Be strong and hold still k?we'll make it thru tog:)
Zzzzzzzz.............
~Mr Jen has spoken.
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
` 10:27 PM
things are changing everyday and you have to adapting to it right?or adjust?
1) Do you follow the crowd and do what they did?
Or do you do wat you have been taught to do and follow the rules?
2) Do you change you r attitude and character to fit into the environment?
Or do you attempt to change the environment to fit you?
Or do you ignore the environment and do wat is claimed to be YOU?
3) So, Adapt or Adjusting?
Thinking.Pondering.Wondering.Obviously not Depressed.
Maybe Acting is a better way out?
hmm.....well..only 8 more months to go..:)..on a lighter note that is...
~Mr Jen has spoken.
Sunday, October 02, 2005
` 2:09 AM
1st October
Happy Children Day!
Congrats Peisze and Yongcai for your wedding!May you teo have a blissful life throught out the restof your lifetime!
Nv thought wedding was a nice event when i was young..always think that it was quite ma fan and tiring to attend one...not when i am the one involved...but when u are the one standing there..making the most important decision of your life...to be with the person next to your till death do you part...it became such an important event..such an important occasion isn't it?..moment doesn't last...memory does...
"Don't worry, i will take care of you always.I will love you with my all. I will never leave you. I will take care of you when you are sick and never shall i abandon you. I promise. I love you"
Words are spoken...but how many of us can be sure that actions are taken?
When words are said from the heart.....
Looking forward to 2012........
~Mr Jen has spoken.
Saturday, October 01, 2005
` 12:45 AM
Went for this christian song singing worship sessions call praise Night in church..jus keep singing and singing...haven sung for such a long time with so much thoughts in my mind...sang alot of praising songs..songs that reminded me of things which i have forgotten...
I am and will never be alone because He is always with me...
Something i have failed to acknowledge because i have long kept it in the hidden closet of my brain...So glad that it has been over and renewed..Hope it reminds u too:)
So from now on..everydays will be filled with happy blog...say goodbye to saddist postings or pessimistics views...time to WAKE UP MY IDEAS!...so everybody if u are sad...read my blog:p..
So....
From now on...
~Mr Jen has spoken.