Wednesday, November 19, 2008
` 1:47 AM
Some how i wish sometime i could have reverse back and waited a bit longer before i make any decisions. Some times when it passes you by, it is gone. What is left behind is the lingering effect of making you think what it would have been if only. We can only imagine and perceive the good that might have been, we tend not to look at the bad that it would have been. I supposed its a human thing that we are all made in that way.
I want to stop lingering the the "if only" mode and start living in the "this is more than enough" mode. I can't keep thinking about the 'what if' because it is affecting the way i look at things right now. It is not doing any good because i am just living in a perceived world when the actual fact is that i am facing reality everyday.
When its missed, its over.
No one knows what will happen in the future, only Him
Come on Mr Jen, stop harping on it like a big kid throwing tantrums over little toys.
There is no IF ONLY, there is only I ALREADY HAVE THIS.
you are killing yourself over it Mr Jen.
Drop it or drop it.
No other options.
Its over Mr Jen.
OVER!
~Mr Jen has spoken.