Wednesday, August 20, 2008
` 12:35 AM
I was startled by my mum's question last night when i was telling her about all the dinners i will be going this week for friends who are leaving for overseas schooling.
"Do you hate dad and me for not sending you overseas for studies?"
i wanted to cry. I was taken aback by the directness of the question.
i didn't realise how much i have hurt them for all this while.
"No i don't. I believe in God's plan"
That's all i could say.
Some times i hope i could be away from here. Some times i am thankful that i am sticking around. Its a mix feelings thing.
I do envied those who got the opportunity to venture abroad. But for now, i am happy where i am. At least for now.
Farewell friends. Take good care. I will continue to pray for you.
~Mr Jen has spoken.