Tuesday, February 26, 2008
` 1:16 AM
I heard this from a fellow classmate on a course..
"The best way to move on from a major setback, is to have a good attitude" he said.
"All of us have some set back in our lives before, be it a big one or a minor one. But the difference between those who moved on and those who don't, is their attitude to the future, to their goals."
It struck me hard into my heart.
He was talking about me. I am the different one. The one who choose not to change his attitude despite all that happen.
I turned and looked to the sky.
How different it is now than the night before.
Its all in the mind. In the attitude.
I woke up at that instant.
Good attitude.
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She returned home.
A parcel was waiting for her. Right on her old wooden table.
She has already calm down from the previous drained emotions. In fact, she starts to feel angry, for him not showing himself to her.
"Not again?" she mumbled.
Slowly, she pry open the small little box.
Photos and more photos of her...but this time, its slightly different..
All of them have him in it. Be it in the background or a class photo.
As she flipped through the photos, a note dropped.
The rain was pouring down.
The wind was blowing like a furious night breeze rattling the windows.
Picking it up, she recognised the handwriting.
"I love you too much, that i am more than willing to let you go. Its when u find your love that we are both complete, because i have already found mine in you.
Like the photos, i don't mind being just a background in your life. As long as i was a small part of it, its sufficient.
Thank you for allowing me to love you. i always do."
Tears flow once again.
She felt toyed with. Being controlled in her emotions.
But she didn't blamed him for doing that. She felt happy instead.
For she was so important to someone. Something she never have thought of nor felt of.
For the moment, she fell in love with him.
Just for that moment, it was enough.
What more would you ask for?
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~Mr Jen has spoken.