Monday, September 17, 2007
` 1:14 AM
Mr Jen is in a confused state now.
Confused about what?
Mr Jen don't exactly know.
About directions in life?about relationships?about family?about schoolwork?about friends?about others?
He has no slightest idea about it.
To speak the truth, Mr Jen find it hard to be living in a state and know that his life should be on another state.
Like an addict, he find is hard to control at times about life.
Knowing its wrong and its hurting people around, yet he find it difficult to resist the draws of it.
What is life when you don surrender all?
What is life when you don let go?
What is life when you don know Him?
What is life when you are down?
What is life when you fallen?
What is life when you doubt?
What is life when you are wrong?
What is life when you cant draw away?
Mr Jen is learning all these.
Questions popping in in mind here and there.
Well, this is not an emo entry.
More of thoughts. More thoughts.
Letting go and surrender is definitely hard.
We'll strive. We'll cry. We'll drive on.
For my friends out there sloughing hard in school, doing tutorials in library, meeting deadlines in office, studying hard for exams, relaxing at home, surfing blogs for fun and reading this:
Don't worry. You are never alone.
Praying for you guys always.
Faith as a pea is enough:)
~Mr Jen has spoken.