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Monday, March 19, 2007
` 11:18 PM
I just said a little prayer for peace and faithfulness when my phone rang at 7.48am.

She was on the ambulance to A & E.

I freaked out.

It was the first time i woke up early for a morning class, taking time to bath and eat breakfast.

The scene reminds me of that same call 1 year ago which i regretted not acting fast enough.

I rushed over and waited for the ambulance to come.

It came. She din really recognised me. In a state of daze.And she went in behind the doors.

I sat for 2 hours.

Must have made about 60 calls which none got through.My batt was full at 7.00am but was halfed by 9.30am.


When the doctor came at 1005am telling me that i might be the one making a deicision if i could not contact any others when the situation arise. I cried.

I am 22yrs old. I thought i could handle resposibility. But there are some which i can't.

I sat down and prayed.

Finally people came and i felt more secured. More support.

I used to thought when things happen i could handle but now i noe i am limited.

No i am not depressed or upset.

Yes i am worried because even the docs dunno what is wrong with her.

But i also noe i got a Limitless God who could and will do all things for the good of those who love Him, in His time.

~Mr Jen has spoken.

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