Saturday, January 13, 2007
` 4:07 AM
Happy new year!...after wat 13 days?:)
jus got back after supper and pool with cell grp ppl...aka zhiyang n the rest...
needa cut down on my supper nowadays..having too much fats around...
and i got slight flu now:(
it has been raining for the past 2 days...how long will it continue?
school has started..things are going back to the same routine again...
quite a number of things in my mind nowadays..wondering about school work...how to pull up my cap..about grandma's conditions..how is she gonna go home...about my finances...how can i start saving up...just lots of things in my mind nowadays...
i thought i was matured enough to handle these questions but i guess i am not..
Bro told me just now that certain unforseen problems need not be worried about..we only worry about them when they happen practically and we need to face them with a solution. Meawhile, there is no necessity to even give a thought aobut them.
am i thinking too much or am i just being more prepared about the future?
i got a feeling that i worry about these problems yet i don wanna face them in reality. Hoping that it is all but a dream.
Is it very unlike me to be runnning away?
i felt like i have changed.In the way i approach a situation.i have become more mindful myself and my surroundings.
am i still me?
wish u were here with me.
*sorry ppl for this random questioning post coz i needa pen down my thoughts.rather confusing.
~Mr Jen has spoken.