Tuesday, October 31, 2006
` 3:13 AM
i just wonder sometimes i am too much into thinking of the beautiful picture that i lost track of the reality that is staring in my face...i nv thought that life would be so different..so long that i still thought i would have not been here if things were to work out in my way..my thoughts...gosh am i worthy of it at all?
Don't you realised that when you look back in your life and see where you are now..somehow you think of how you feel then...you might jus realised tat i have been lucky enough to be here..not thinking about what if this what if that..but jus then and now...some times reality is cruel..but not cruel enough to tell you that life have things which are sometimes we have overlook...
I thank God for my parents,my grandma,my brothers,my girlfriend,my friends,my classmates,my trainees,my colleague,my pastors,my seniors,my teachers,my tutors,my tutee,my neighbours,my cousins,my relative. All that was,that is and that is still going to be MY.
What i have lost or going to lose, is still mine afterall.
My failures, my regrets, my forgotten, my past, my weakness, my shame, my errors, my wrongs, my sins, my selfishness, my pride.
I thank God for them.
At least they were mine.
Some times, count your misfortunes. then you will realise they are the ones which make you wake up to count your blessings.
*coughing once again....
~Mr Jen has spoken.