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Thursday, January 26, 2006
` 11:23 PM
i was standing beside her...talking cheerfully...things are getting better after her new medication....

then....

i heard loud wailing....cries...screams...

"Ah ma!wake up!ah ma!wake up!"

i froze.

suddenly the surrounding feels cold...

i turn around..looking at the bed beside her's...there...they were crying...tears dropping...face of denial...

She is gone.

i have never witness such a scene before.Never as live as it was.Only through the optics colour of tv where i criticised the poor portraiting of saddness and pain.Now it is in front of me.

I turn back to her who is still talking to me. i cant controlled my mind to think what if it happened to me.i don want to think about it.i realised i have fears.Extreme fears.

i don wish to experience the cold again.Cold in the heart.

Life gone right in my face.

i am glad it wasn't on me to handle the situation.

i don ever wan to.

though one day.........

we all have to....

~Mr Jen has spoken.

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