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Tuesday, May 03, 2005
` 10:26 PM
there seems to be alot of cross junction in my life these days..or it was always there but i nv tak note of it?...i jus keep wondering about all the decisions i need to make..to believe or not?to accept or not?to go or not to go?alot of thoughts are flooding my mind..yet.. i choose not to look at them..not even glance...

Fear..you can say...Reluctance perhaps...jus wan to be what my life is now..happy and satisfied and not to think of any other things..but i noe i cant..

i cant run.

The day has to come when all will be decided.when i have to stand up and speak for myself,my action,my decision.i tried to be decisive but voices inside me telling me not to be hasty..not to be rash..

i noe i should seek Him..i need to...i must...but i am not...

i am trying..to make it simple between me and Him..i hope it works...Give me a little bit more time pls...

They won gold today..flashes of 2 years ago came back...the place i sat and drop my tears when they announce it..vivid yet distant...congrats juniors...you did it...remember the days...it will nv come back again..but it will serve as a memory for u..

time is ticking...i am thinking..He is listening...

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