...Thoughts...

Sunday, April 03, 2005

` 11:51 PM

this whole weekend i cant help but keep smiling..whenever i tot of the times tat happened,able to happen and going to happen, i jus feel so happy...haven been that happy for a long long time....

Yesterday was commissioning parade...started not v gd as the whole morning and afternoon was raining..but i prayed that God will lead and He did..the sun came out jus as we formed up at the warrior's hall..then it begins...the whole parade...i would say its parade but its quite good..not as bad as i tot it would be...then the moment of affixing the rank by parents, marching up the stairs..and the throwing of the cap..the moment i jus went wild..hugging friends and congragulating each other...10 months...its a long way to come...really v v happy...then walk my parents for dinner...mum,dad,bros,cousins w wife and uncle came..v happy to see them..jus feel so blessed by God..Thank you..when walking to dinner...bro said he is proud of me,mum say i have done the family proud..i jus feel a sense of belong to this family.again.......not that i don like my family but its jus that i have had this strong sense of belonging and attachment to the family for a long time...Thank you Lord for all the blessing..May You lead me to do my part to serve the nation..

Today at church everything went well...service was good..then went out the whole day after church...watch spanglish..eat..walk..do some dumb things..eat..walk..v simple..or boring should some ppl say but i jus feel v happy..because of the companion i m with?......jus feel so happy and a sense of xin fu-ness....i jus hope this day will nv end...everyday is like this...but i will also chersih all this sweet memories...

Thank you...without you...i would have all this happiness now....:)

~Mr Jen has spoken.