Sunday, December 26, 2004
` 5:38 PM
well...3 days passes in a flash...Christmas is already over?!...the yri coming to an end..suddenly feel so stunned by the fact that i've gone through 2004!..so many things happen this yr yet i am still here survival..heh...Give thanks to the Lord:p..
Was hanging ard esplanade during the xmas eve when i saw a crowd ofppl counting down to xmas...they were sorta partying and running ard?...it just struck me that so many ppl yet do not know the real meaning of christmas...it has been commercialized and become more of a santa thingy than about Jesus...sad isn't it?but its precisely a christian's job to let them know the gospel right?ironically we ourselves sometimes fall into the main crowd and lost my sights...sad to say....persevere on bro n sis in christ...
Then attending the xmas party in church on xmas day...it has been like a long long time b4 i went to join back any tuanqi activity...was looking on the slide shows of pictures from the past to this yr...we all have grown so much...from young boys to man and young gals to ladies...time really fly...how i wish to go back to the times of alpha camp..church carolling..outings..slacking at sunshine place with jess,dun,dz,yang and mq...practically doing nothing the whole day at the ASIAN CAFE...remember?..hehz...we have grown passed the age...OLD!!!ah!!..ha..but life goes on...yep...
Going back to camp soon...after dinner at cousin hse...getting worried about my ankle...really don wish to go for x rat and to get out of course when i only have bout 3 months left...the feeling of anxiety is getting over me now...i jus cant describe how sad or how disappointed with myself now...hope everything will be fine...i hope..
~Mr Jen has spoken.