Monday, November 22, 2004
` 1:00 AM
Quite a normal church service today...nothing spectacular other that all the songs during service are of those that i wanted to sing for so long...ha..its the last tie in church before i fly for taiwan..just had abit of a unbearable feeling to leave..ha...miss home?..i dunno...
Met up with 18/02 ppl for luch..not many came..as usual...ha..only ivan,fanglong,guoyi,zhihan,joseph,ben, winnie, hildya and loh wei...really miss my jc life..we were talking about how fast we transit from jc to uni and army then it struck me that i m going to be 20 next year..old!!time really flies...teenage yrs are the only ones where u get to have lotsa frens and have fun without have all the heavy responsibilities on your shoulders...perhaps life should be like the mercendes commercial..start from old to young then we'll enjoy life more?...perhaps so...i cant really figure out how my future will be...normal?...its just so unthinkable now..stop!...stop thinking!..cherish the present ba..
gonna fly of in 3 days time...dunno why the thought of if i get to go overseas to study the feelings will be the same..missing home..missing people around..it struck me that its not as easy as i thought it'll be to go just lik that...its not that simple...a prelude to the future happenings?..ha...but i'll still go...experience the pain to know what is precious?...my own theory...maybe i have been thinking too much nowadays...i shall stop here...time to rest n look at now....jiayou!...
~Mr Jen has spoken.