Back at home again...hehe...kop my uncle's monitor to use so i can use the com again!!!..hahaz...well...today in camp was rather hectic..had alot of cleaning to do before can seal up the whole building for taiwan trip..Sorta rush but still manage to get it down...See..when there's a motivation..there' s effort in doing stuff...humanz...

went to JP with ashik,CK,junxian,boontat n lim aikien..had a sorta tea break at mac...talk alot of things..like camaras n relationships n stuff...guys...but i found something in common...all of us in relationships r all tired...not tired of e other part or tired of relationship...but tired of ourselves..tired of juggling the stress in camp n the life outside..tired of giving in when we know giving in will lead to more problems..tired of swallowing every bit of our pride...tired of not being able to say how we feel...tired of hiding our tiredness....ppl outside will say tat being cadets is having a gd life..a gd pay..trained with respect...n they will say the tiredness is worthwhile....but no one will know the mental agony we feel..no one can understand how it feels to have the life of ur platoon in ur hand..how everyone will be puunished for an individual mistake..how much u have to pay for being a cadet n not just a soldier..why outside we still have to bear the wrath of the other part?sometimes..how i wish i can say the tears in me to someone...but i nv did..even if i do..its a just a prelude...too much for me to say i guess..too much for anyone..well...perhaps its a process we have to go thru..just tat mine is harder?..or easier for others?..God will be with me isn't it?

2 more days...not much of fear but anxiety in me....just got a bdae card from fiona in US..ha..nv thot this mei of mine will be so nice..well or i m mean?..haz..thanx mei:p..got wishes from loh wei,winnie n ruijie..beforehand wishes..well e sincerity counts..thankz ppl...jiayou ah ruijie...time flies...gonna be 19 ha..still young..sorry 20-goers..u r OLD!..hahaz...

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Isaiah 28:29

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